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The Lamp Podcast

The Lamp Podcast

By Lisa LaBrie-

Shining a light on the stories of caregivers. Each episode features a personal narrative from a caregiver.
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S1 Episode 3: Trauma (& Death) in the ER with Patrick

The Lamp PodcastMar 20, 2020

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S2 Ep 11: The Long Path to the Self with Heather Thorne
Nov 12, 202128:04
S2 Ep 10: Finding Freedom with Bianca Pierre-Louis
Oct 22, 202128:53
S2 Ep 9: Nurse Papa

S2 Ep 9: Nurse Papa

In this episode, we hear an excerpt from David Metzger's book, Nurse Papa, and talk about being a parent and being a pediatric hematology oncology nurse. 

David is a nurse, a podcaster, and an author. The Nurse Papa podcast can be found on Apple, Spotify, or anywhere else you go to seek an illuminating and immersive audio experience. You can find more about the book at www.nursepapathebook.com

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Nurse Papa: 16 Meditations On Parenthood From A Pediatric Oncology Nurse

In 16 thoughtful meditations, David Metzger, a father, and a pediatric oncology nurse, describes the difficult, beautiful, and profound experience of caring for both his patients and his own young children.

Metzger brings in the voices of seasoned nurses, young patients, and his patients' parents, each adding a perspective that helps guide him throughout his career. Equally powerful, he invites readers deep into his days, both the joyful and the painful. These experiences plus the familiar struggles and comic blunders of early parenthood result in a moving, sometimes hysterical, often sad, but always honest look at what it truly means to be a caregiver.

A unique perspective on the ins-and-outs of working in the medical field, Nurse Papa is not just a book for parents but for anyone who ponders life's big questions.


Oct 08, 202129:53
S2 Ep 8: Ch-ch-changes with Logan Trudell

S2 Ep 8: Ch-ch-changes with Logan Trudell

Sometimes you need to make big changes externally in order to make big changes internally. In this episode, we hear from Logan who struggled with burnout and eczema and made a big change in order to heal.<br />
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Logan was a Trauma ICU RN turned burnout reduction specialist and entrepreneur after experiencing burnout himself and hearing about the suicide of his coworker Brian. He is the founder of Healthcare Stress Relief, a company built on the premise of providing support and resources to healthcare professionals currently experiencing compassion fatigue and burnout with the aim of preventing and healing from it.<br />
You can learn more about burnout prevention by following him on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/healthcarestressrelief/<br />
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCti05BMZBjSAhhX0Oy3n1SQ<br />
and you can view his site here: https://mailchi.mp/7c679e7f06d8/bye-bye-burnout-program<br />
May 28, 202132:12
S2 Ep 7: The Healing Journey for a Military Nurse

S2 Ep 7: The Healing Journey for a Military Nurse

Today's story comes from a nurse friend of mine who wished to remain anonymous. She wanted to share her experience of dealing with PTSD after military deployment as a nurse. In this episode, we learn how healing from trauma is a long process.<br />
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May 14, 202122:20
S2 Ep6: Turning Points with Sarah Gaines
Apr 09, 202120:12
S2 Ep 5: Origin Story with Tara Ryan Kosmas

S2 Ep 5: Origin Story with Tara Ryan Kosmas

Everyone loves an origin story. How did your favorite superhero become who they are today? How did Oprah become Oprah? This episode and a few of the episodes this season look at the road to where we are now. In this episode, Tara shares how her life experiences brought her to where she is now, running a nonprofit to help caregivers debrief.<br />
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Tara Ryan Kosmas, MSN, RN, CHSE, SOAR is a burn survivor, registered nurse, educator, and founder of 501(c)(3) non-profit organization, Debriefing the Front Lines, Inc. The organizational mission is to deliver psychological first aid and sustained emotional wellness through commUNITY investment, shared values, and collective action as we continue to define what it means to be a modern nurse working in a global pandemic and humanitarian crisis.<br />
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Tara is certified in the art of debriefing and has devoted her life to creating a psychologically safe space for nurses to discuss and debrief traumatic events, end of life, and difficult conversations in a psychologically safe space. Tara’s teachings are rooted in the theoretical frameworks of Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), Debriefing for Good Judgement, and Self Exploration.<br />
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Throughout her own healing journey, Tara has looked to flowers for comfort. She understands the healing power they possess and has combined this passion with her non-profit work. Also, a floral designer, Tara is the owner of Kosmic Garden, a Baltimore-based pop-up floral shop spreading abundance through nature’s own medium and sharing light with the world as she works to Heal the Healers.<br />
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Website: https://www.kosmicgarden.com/heal-the-healers-project<br />
http://www.instagram.com/kosmicgarden<br />
Facebook: Debriefing the Front Lines, Inc.<br />
Linkedin: Tara Ryan Kosmas<br />
Email:
tara@kosmicgarden.com
Mar 26, 202118:34
S2 Ep4: Which Came First? The Caregiver or the caregiver with Ketevan Jorjadze
Mar 12, 202122:01
S2 Ep 3: The Covid ICU with Laura Wright
Feb 26, 202124:03
S2 Ep 2: Love & Healthcare *Bonus Valentine’s Day episode*
Feb 12, 202127:12
S2 Episode 1: With A Little Help from My Friends

S2 Episode 1: With A Little Help from My Friends

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Welcome back to Season 2 of the Lamp Podcast. We are still in this pandemic, somehow it didn't end during my hiatus. But stories of caregivers are still, and possibly even more, important right now. This first episode of season 2 is actually by me, the host of the Lamp. In this episode, I share a story about not pulling myself by my bootstraps and a very hard year of my life. Sometimes we need a little help from our friends.
Feb 05, 202121:36
S1 Episode 13: Keepsakes with Oriana Turley
Sep 18, 202016:56
S1 Episode 12: Finding Your Purpose with Kristin Shinn

S1 Episode 12: Finding Your Purpose with Kristin Shinn

For this episode, I called my longest friend of almost 30 years, Kristin. In the middle of a Pandemic, Kristin is loving her work as an educator and reflects on being burned out as a manager. Kristin has been a Medical assistant, an EHR educator, and a rural health clinic manager. She teaches Medical Assistants in her local school district, which currently means sitting in front of her computer most of the day surrounded by vineyards.
Sep 04, 202029:18
S1 Episode 11: Sticks and Stones with Blaise Agcopra

S1 Episode 11: Sticks and Stones with Blaise Agcopra

The American Nurses Association put out a statement in 2015 that "nurses will no longer tolerate violence of any kind from any source." This includes nursing. But bullying and lateral violence is still a problem for nurses. Many people who work in the caregiving profession can recall a time where they were harassed, demeaned, or treated poorly by colleagues, within their own profession or across professions. In this episode, Blaise shares her story of how she struggled with bullying from other nurses as a new grad.<br />
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Blaise Agcopra is an ambulatory oncology nurse and a financial leadership entrepreneur focusing on people in healthcare fully understanding finance and leadership. You can find her on Instagram @juzzblaise or at https://www.linkedin.com/in/blaiseagcopra/<br />
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Jul 31, 202018:18
S1 Episode 10: Walking with Grief with Jennie Hoek

S1 Episode 10: Walking with Grief with Jennie Hoek

Disenfranchised grief is grief not acknowledged by society. There is missing collective mourning right now for so many people who are dying during this pandemic. In the world of caregiving, there is also often a lack of acknowledgment for the grief professional caregivers experience. This episode features Jennie Hoek, a NICU nurse, sharing her story of walking with grief.

Jennie Hoek RN, BSN, RYT 200 is the Nurse behind Nurturing Warrior, a safe place for Nurses to find Healing & reconnect to the Love within. Over the last 5 years, Jennie has worked throughout the critical care line from Adult ICU to Peds ED to NICU. She noticed very quickly as a brand new Nurse that nobody was providing healing for the Nurses, who were exposed to high levels of emotional trauma bearing witness to the darkest moments of their patients' lives daily.

IG @NurturingWarrior
Facebook  Nurturing Warrior: High Vibe Healing for Nurses https://www.facebook.com/groups/nurturingwarrior/
Jul 17, 202020:42
S1 Episode 9: A Lawsuit Purgatorio with Tiyana Calderon

S1 Episode 9: A Lawsuit Purgatorio with Tiyana Calderon

Inferno is the most well-known volume of Dante's Divine Comedy. But the second volume, Purgatorio, is about a long-suffering climb up the mountain of Purgatory. Purgatory is often marked in people's minds by its in-between status, waiting to advance to paradise. Are we in the Inferno or Purgatorio right now? I know I am trying to take breaks from this Pandemic by watch #vanlife on YouTube. I mention Luca and Sara in Italy in this episode.<br />
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A long-suffering wait on earth can also be found in the court system. Despite the way that hour-long television dramas and feature-length films may feel, courts move slowly. And sometimes it is caregivers who are in a kind of Purgatorio in the court system. This episode looks at the feelings of a nurse as she experiences being named in a lawsuit. In this episode, I quote an Italian proverb: "A lawsuit is a fruit-tree planted in a lawyer's garden."<br />
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Tiyana Calderon has been a Medical Assistant and is now a Licensed Vocational Nurse working towards her RN degree. She has worked in numerous settings and loves what she does. She is grateful for her family, friends, and support along the way.
Jul 03, 202022:52
S1 Episode 8: Do Resuscitate with Arlene
Jun 19, 202022:43
S1 Episode 7: Lights in the Distance with Tony Bernstone

S1 Episode 7: Lights in the Distance with Tony Bernstone

On one cold November night, Tony, a flight nurse, finds himself in a life-changing and dramatic personal health crisis. In the midst of providing emergency care, he becomes the emergency. His story of survival is a powerful reminder of the value of the everyday work healthcare providers do.<br />
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Tony Bernstone was born in Napier, New Zealand, and graduated from Hawkes Bay Community<br />
Polytechnic in 1990 with a Diploma of Nursing and an Associate Degree from New York University in Feb of 1991. He worked in various ICU settings around the U.S. and New Zealand, eventually becoming a flight nurse.<br />
He and his family settled in Utah and he worked with AirMed at the University of Utah until 2018.<br />
He is now a procedural Nurse with the Department of Endoscopy at the University of Utah. He currently calls Salt Lake City home with his wife Stacy and 2 sons (ages 15 and 13), 2 spoiled dogs, and they love to spend as much time outside enjoying this great state as possible.
May 15, 202033:15
S1 Episode 6: Give Sorrow Words
May 01, 202022:16
S1 Episode 5: Some Soul is Passing Over with Gerri Sainte

S1 Episode 5: Some Soul is Passing Over with Gerri Sainte

The mix of personal loss and loss in the professional caregiver setting can be hard to navigate. Caregivers sometimes imagine they can compartmentalize the personal for the sake of the professional, but what happens when they intersect? Gerri shares a story of pregnancy loss while working on a labor and delivery unit.<br />
This episode features a poem by Walt Whitman entitled Whispers of Heavenly Death<br />
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WHISPERS of heavenly death murmur'd I hear,<br />
Labial gossip of night, sibilant chorals,<br />
Footsteps gently ascending, mystical breezes wafted soft and low,<br />
Ripples of unseen rivers, tides of a current flowing, forever flowing,<br />
(Or is it the plashing of tears? the measureless waters of human<br />
tears?)<br />
I see, just see skyward, great cloud-masses,<br />
Mournfully slowly they roll, silently swelling and mixing,<br />
With at times a half-dimm'd sadden'd far-off star,<br />
Appearing and disappearing.<br />
(Some parturition rather, some solemn immortal birth;<br />
On the frontiers to eyes impenetrable,<br />
Some soul is passing over.)<br />
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Gerri Sainte is a board-certified RN with over 20 years of nursing experience. A native New Yorker, she holds a Master's degree in Nursing Administration and is currently working in hospice care.<br />
Gerri has had the pleasure of experiencing nursing in California, Florida and New York and has worked bedside, administrative and in education. Patient advocacy and education of patients and staff are her passions, as well as mentoring nursing students and new grads. <br />
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Learn more about Gerri here:<br />
Instagram- @whoisnursingthenurses<br />
Facebook- RN Mentor <br />
Or share your thoughts on her story via
WhoIsNursingTheNurses@gmail.com
Apr 17, 202026:59
S1 Episode 4:  To Thine Own Self Be True (and then quit) with Frances Wright

S1 Episode 4: To Thine Own Self Be True (and then quit) with Frances Wright

When you are first starting out in your career, how do you know you are on the right path? How do you know you are in the right job? Frances shares her story of ignoring the signs all around her that she was in the wrong job.<br />
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Frances Wright has worked as an inpatient bedside nurse for over 8 years. She had served on a medical mission team in both 2019 and 2020. She graduated from an End-of-Life Doula Program in 2018 and completed the 8-week Mindfulness-Based Stress Reduction (MBSR) course in 2019. In February 2020, she quit her job at the hospital to pursue a dream of hers to become an entrepreneur and create a program to help unfulfilled women create a personalized roadmap to pursue a career and life that is fulfilling and meaningful to them. Frances is following her heart and going all-in on a dream, and she wants you to know that you can do it too, as scary and uncertain as it may be.<br />
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Follow her journey and get resources and inspiration at: <br />
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Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/elevatemyjoy/<br />
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YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwI03LWGQtHEBMOmhbkEYlg?view_as=subscriber<br />
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Elevate My Joy Facebook Community - https://www.facebook.com/groups/elevatemyjoycommunity/<br />
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Song Be as a Lamp by Tara Ellis
Apr 03, 202025:41
S1 Episode 3: Trauma (& Death) in the ER with Patrick
Mar 20, 202019:32
S1 Episode 2: A Tale of Two Deaths with Em Cheng

S1 Episode 2: A Tale of Two Deaths with Em Cheng

Death is not easy, especially for new nurses. And no two deaths are exactly the same. In this episode, Em shares her story of dealing with death as a new graduate nurse.<br />
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Em Cheng is a travel nurse from New York, currently traveling in Seattle, WA. Most of her nursing experience is in CVICU/critical care. After experiencing burnout, she transitioned into currently working in an ambulatory surgery procedural center as a traveler. You can find Em and all her adventures, nursing and life outside nursing at @ExploRN_EmCheng on Instagram, Facebook and Youtube.
Mar 20, 202023:34
S1 Episode 1: Intro to The Lamp Podcast

S1 Episode 1: Intro to The Lamp Podcast

This inaugural episode features the host, Lisa LaBrie talking about what to expect from The Lamp and how the idea originated from a storytelling event with SheStories founder, Ehmandah Ramsey. Listen, as caregivers share real stories and real struggles from their everyday lives. Future episodes will be released biweekly starting March 20th.<br />
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Feb 26, 202004:59