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Ramblings of a Transgender Christian

Ramblings of a Transgender Christian

By Anna Hudak
Hi! I'm Anna Hudak, a trans woman who is also a Christian! In this podcast I will discuss issues in the trans community, religion, how the two often intersect and anything else on my mind! This is the "Ramblings of a Transgender Christian" podcast.
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UNLOCKED: The One About Suicide
In this episode our host, Anna Hudak, discusses suicidal thoughts and how they warp reality. Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/annahudak Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear SubscribeStar: https://www.subscribestar.com/anna-hudak Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
27:25
July 29, 2021
Autism Conversion Therapy
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, discusses what she is calling autism conversion therapy and how the justifications for it are the exact same as gay conversion therapy, and just shedding a light on the evils of the practice in general, and along the ways discusses procrastination, rants about 9/11, and plenty more! Time codes 2:06 Time goes by quicker as you get older 4:59 My procrastination 6:26 Random shit 8:36 Nickelodeon video games 10:45 Early memories of broader culture 15:55 Earliest news story I remember and ranting about 9/11 22:32 Autism conversion therapy 47:36 Good news: brain waves turned into words on computer Links to articles mentioned New York Times article on autism conversion therapy: http://archive.today/hgL8A Brain waves turned into words on a computer: https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/paralyzed-mans-brain-waves-turned-into-sentences-on-computer/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/annahudak Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear SubscribeStar: https://www.subscribestar.com/anna-hudak Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
54:40
July 26, 2021
UNLOCKED: Discussing the "Born Gay" Argument
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, responds to an article from Christian Today which argues that no one is born gay. Links to articles: The article that is being responded to: http://archive.today/5loSv Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/annahudak Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear SubscribeStar: https://www.subscribestar.com/anna-hudak Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
39:14
July 22, 2021
Resistance is Futile, You Will Be Fascist
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, discusses going vegetarian, "The Best of Both Worlds" from Star Trek: The Next Generation, Marjorie Taylor Greene's new transphobia, and more! Time Codes: Links to video and articles: My review of Star Trek: The Next Generation Season 3: https://youtu.be/pW0wc6g0reE Marjorie Taylor Greene's transphobic rant: https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2021/07/marjorie-taylor-greene-demands-child-taken-away-unnatural-trans-parents/ 250 million saplings planted in India in one day: https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/india-volunteer-drive-plants-250-million-tree-saplings-in-a-single-day/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/annahudak Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear SubscribeStar: https://www.subscribestar.com/anna-hudak Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
48:22
July 19, 2021
Alone in Community
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, discusses lack of resources for survivors of conversion therapy and the mental impact not being a part of a church has on her. Time codes: 2:42 Lack of resources for survivors of conversion therapy survivors 12:31 The mental impact of being left out of church Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
23:40
July 15, 2021
A Tale of Two Conversions
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, discusses a conversion therapy group getting wrecked in court, why the trans community sucks, shorter work weeks and more! Time codes: 0:00 The podcast is changing 6:12 Coversion therapy group gets wrecked in court 22:27 Rod Dreher is scared of kids being converted to homosexuality 32:04 The Bible vs. Purity culture 37:53 Trans women who wish they could get pregnant (and the trans community sucks) 46:52 Good news: shorter work weeks shown to be beneficial Links to articles and tweets: Conversion therapy group loses in court: https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2021/07/conversion-therapy-practice-forced-pay-3-5-million-losing-appeal-historic-lawsuit/ Rod is scared of kids being converted to homosexuality: http://archive.today/WqzMz Tweet about purity culture: https://twitter.com/TheAmberPicota/status/1412785598419591174?s=20 4 day work-week working well in Iceland: https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/four-day-work-week-trial-in-iceland-is-a-huge-success/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
52:02
July 12, 2021
Storm Watch
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, discusses things going on in her life as of late, a recent article in The Daily Stormer and more! Time codes: 1:51 Anna hates fireworks 7:30 Case managers, jobs, life sucks 10:53 Attempting to find a doctor 12:08 Vulnerable thoughts on this podcast and other content 18:02 The Daily Stormer is honest about their views on America 46:25 Good news: renewable energy keeps marching on Links to articles: The Daily Stormer admits to how they see America: http://archive.today/MJaoA Huge milestones in renewable energy: https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/6-green-energy-milestones-reached-in-the-first-half-of-2021/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
56:08
July 8, 2021
Of Gender Dysphoria, I Repent
In this episode, your host, Anna Hudak, discusses things such as Super Mario Odyssey, the Methodist Church's new decision on same-sex marriage, trans racial vs trans gender issues and more! Time codes: 1:58 The worst video ever made 6:12 Talking about Super Mario Odyssey 7:38 Technical problems of the last episode and bad laptops 9:04 The Methodist Church allows same-sex marriage 13:10 A transgender woman becomes Miss Nevada 14:44 Do LGBT people have more to repent of? 29:40 Transracial vs Transgender 38:47 A good news story: Norway closes final arctic coal mine Articles, videos, and tweets mentioned: My video on Super Mario Odyssey: https://youtu.be/vP36zzbEASo Methodist Church's decision: https://www.bbc.com/news/uk-england-57658161 Trans woman becomes Miss Nevada: https://www.8newsnow.com/news/local-news/transgender-woman-crowned-miss-nevada-usa-first-in-pageant-history/ If you want to buy Austen Hartke's book "Transforming," go here: http://austenhartke.com/book Kalvin Garrah's mind-numbingly stupid tweet: https://twitter.com/whokalvin/status/1410182688426938369?s=20 My Twitter response to Kalvin: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_/status/1410378591976583170?s=20 Norway closes down final arctic coal mine: https://www.worldatlarge.news/environment-policy/2021/6/30/svalbard-coal-mines-dismantled-and-the-area-is-turned-back-into-wilderness-with-an-enormous-national-park Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
43:18
July 5, 2021
The Wokey Pokey
In this episode, your host, Anna Hudak, discusses the things you're not supposed to say, what's going on with southern baptists, and more! Time codes: 2:45 Socialism is finally becoming favorable to Americans 8:38 Can cis het people say "Queer?" 14:13 Narratives you're not allowed to question 24:43 The southern church is in crisis and this was predicted 51:29 Becoming woke is hard Links to articles: Socialism is becoming more popular among Americans: https://www.axios.com/americas-continued-move-toward-socialism-84a0dda7-4b8d-483a-8c4e-0c2e562c4e67.html My Tumblr smack down of person thinking cis het people can't say "Queer": https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/post/655197218220982272/reclamation-is-not-something-a-community-does-as-a Sinsity's Twitter (thank you very much for the article!): https://twitter.com/Sinsity29354669 Southern churches in crisis: https://baptistnews.com/article/samuel-hill-was-prophetic-in-1966-when-he-predicted-southern-churches-in-crisis/#.YNZugFMpBkw The Dirtbag Christian discussing the pains of deconstructing: https://dirtbagchristian.substack.com/p/the-growing-pains-of-deconstructing Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
01:08:19
July 1, 2021
Quickie #4
In this Quickie, our host, Anna Hudak, discusses important things such as Terminator 2, Minecraft Dungeons, and the Windows 11 reveal. She also discusses trivial things like what Christians don't understand about Christianity. Time codes: 2:15 Bad times 3:35: Terminator 2 is so good 6:47 Minecraft Dungeons, Pokemon Snap, and Pikmin 3 10:26 What Christians don't understand about Christianity 17:31 My thoughts on the Windows 11 reveal Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
27:17
June 28, 2021
Your Body, My Choice
In this episode your host Anna, discusses how the HRT gods hate her, a soccer star came out as trans, and recent doubts about Christianity. Time codes: 2:55 Sam Seder finally gets to debate Steven Crowder! 4:54 Extended family problems  6:59 The HRT gods hate me 10:55 Bottom surgery and dying young 15:44 Soccer star comes out as trans 24:21 Doubts about Christianity 33:18 The Christian Cope, er, Post, can't understand trans people, or why people get abortions or assisted suicide Links to articles: Soccer star comes out: https://www.japantimes.co.jp/sports/2021/06/20/soccer/kumi-yokoyama-comes-out-lgbtq/ My post about recent doubts: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/post/654557995930435584/been-reading-about-how-the-catholic-church-is Disgusting Christian Post op-ed: http://archive.today/4GSNh Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
54:14
June 24, 2021
Goodbye Cruel(la) World
In this episode, your host, Anna Hudak, discusses Rod Dreher's disgusting views on LGBT people and his defense of Hungary banning LGBT education, the history of racism and transphobia, and the new "Cruella" movie Time codes: 1:30 A quick history of Rod Dreher 10:48 Rod Dreher thinks Hungary is justified in banning LGBT education and content for kids 42:38 The history of racism and transphobia 54:22 Discussing "Cruella" 59:31 A good news story Links to articles: My article tearing apart Rod Dreher's view that being LGBT is "contemporary pop Gnosticism": https://transramblings.weebly.com/home/is-queerness-contemporary-pop-gnosticism Rod Dreher's terrible article: https://web.archive.org/web/20210620003038/https://www.theamericanconservative.com/dreher/lgbt-hungary-localist-fidesz-local-values/ How anti-blackness and transphobia are older than we think: https://www.washingtonpost.com/outlook/2021/06/16/anti-blackness-transphobia-are-older-than-we-thought/ My review of "Cruella": https://boxd.it/1Wb4S9 Definitely DO NOT use this site to watch Disney movies for free so you don't give more money to a monopoly that kisses the Chinese governments ass: https://putlockers.li/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
01:02:14
June 21, 2021
Gay Gods
In this episode, our host, Anna Hudak, discusses verses hidden away about parents being bad parents in the Bible, Tony Perkins of the Family Research Council not handling the existence of LGBT people well, and E3 thoughts! Time Codes: 1:47 The Bible warns parents about abuse, apparently 12:49 Conservatives can't handle the existence of LGBT people 43:49 Anna's thoughts on Microsoft/Bethesda and Nintendo's E3 showcases Links to verses and articles mentioned: Ephesians 6:4: https://biblehub.com/ephesians/6-4.htm Tony Perkins can't handle the existence of LGBT people: https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2021/06/evangelicals-giving-tips-surviving-rainbow-onslaught-pride-month/ Every game at Xbox/Bethesda E3 showcase: https://screenrant.com/xbox-bethesda-games-showcase-every-e3-2021-reveal-announcement/ Every game at Nintendo E3 showcase: https://screenrant.com/nintendo-direct-e3-2021-every-game-reveal-announcement/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
56:07
June 17, 2021
Confessions of a Zoomer Boomer
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak confesses some sins, talks about a Jamaican restaurant, her boomer opinions, and much more! Time Codes: 2:31 Thursday: it's highs and lows 12:23 A rather serious confession 25:53 Joe Biden sides with the bigots 32:53 iCarly reboot discussion 38:03 Anna goes full boomer (fans of anime, The Office, Friends, Big Bang Theory, and Schitt's Creek: don't listen) Links to restaurant and article: The Jamaican Grill: http://ayahsonicejamaicangrill.com/ Joe Biden sides with bigots: https://www.pinknews.co.uk/2021/06/09/biden-administration-anti-lgbt-christian-schools-religious-exemption-lawsuit/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
47:16
June 14, 2021
Crossdresser Colonization
In this episode, your host, Anna Hudak, discusses a most ridiculous transgender conspiracy theory, marriage and Heaven, E3 predictions and more! Time codes: 3:25 The most ridiculous transgender conspiracy theory ever 8:01 Marriage and Heaven discussion 31:03 Life before transition is now a blur 34:44 My E3 predictions 52:11 Update on Patreon Links to articles: A most ridiculous conspiracy: https://www.cristanwilliams.com/2012/03/27/tracking-transgender-the-historical-truth/ Marriage and Heaven: https://leewoof.org/2017/01/12/didnt-jesus-say-theres-no-marriage-in-heaven/ Life before figuring out is a blur: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/nrty1k/my_life_before_figuring_out_is_a_blur_now/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
53:05
June 10, 2021
Gender Identity Industry
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, discusses a newly announced prequel to "Master and Commander: Far Side of the World," Chick-fil-A dark money, the "gender identity industry," and more! Time codes: 2:21  "Master and Commander" prequel and superhero movie discussion 8:00  Conservatives want to make Pride Month miserable for LGBT people 10:13  Rod Dreher: Idiot-in-Chief 12:38  How Chick-fil-A LITERALLY funds the genocide of trans people 31:01  The Christian Post is upset that Wisconsin won't fund conversion therapy anymore 41:04  In which Anna rants about parents and their ridiculous expectations 43:08  Back to regularly scheduled programming 47:28  The American Conservative thinks there's a "gender identity industry" 01:11:51  I'm an "it thing" now Links to tweets and articles: Due to limited space in show notes, all sources can be found in this document: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1vYjiEmRP_BNZjDo6vF9gcy0RzstwF19R4dlcJvtA9h8/edit?usp=drivesdk Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
01:13:33
June 7, 2021
Anticistamines
In this episode your host, Anna Hudak, discusses things such as suicide, how she shouldn't be considered Gen-Z, nicknames for HRT making it into a medical journal and much more! Time codes: 1:33  Happy pride month 4:44  In which Anna admits to not being prepared 6:00  A discussion about suicide and being hit on by guys 13:04  Technology and the Gen-Z divide 23:03  UFO talk 26:33  HRT nicknames end up in a medical journal 31:21  Cis gender people experience gender dysphoria too 35:08  No, the Bible isn't anti-gay (Erik Reed response) Links to articles and tweets: My article about being hit on: https://transramblings.weebly.com/home/may-26th-2021 Article on government confirming UFO videos: https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2021/apr/16/pentagon-ufos-leaked-photos-uap Tweet about both trans and cis-gender people getting dysphoria: https://twitter.com/GBBranstetter/status/1398603232755265542?s=19 Erik Reed's terrible tweet: https://twitter.com/ErikReed/status/1394418369818996751?s=09 Support this podcast financially:  Cash App: $Nicklybear  Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true  PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear  Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22   Anna's contact information and social media: Blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ Email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Facebook: https://facebook.com/TransRamblings Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/annahudak98/ Tumblr: https://n1cklybear.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
41:19
June 3, 2021
The Trans Girl Commission
Here we go, the beginning of season two. In this episode I discuss things such as Caitlyn Jenner's horrid idea for a commission to decide who is really trans and who isn't, how I don't know how to love God, a most horrid newspaper headline, and much more! Time codes: 2:50 : Birthdays, feeling old, and alcohol 6:44 : Caitlyn Jenner's horrid idea to create a commission to decide who is truly trans or not 11:30 : Relationships, loving God, and abuse 34:02 : Being terrified of dogs and butterflies 43:12 : The horrifying hit on John Tavares' and the even worse headline about it 48:57 : Kinks at Pride Parade discourse is back. Kill me. Links to articles: Caitlyn Jenner's commission idea: https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2021/05/caitlyn-jenner-wants-commission-determine-trans-girls-truly-trans/ The awful headline about John Tavares: https://www.thewrap.com/maple-leafs-gm-blasts-toronto-sun/ Support this podcast financially: Cash App: $Nicklybear Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-22 Email me at: annahudak98@zohomail.com
58:45
May 31, 2021
Into Darkness (Season Finale)
Here are we are, the season finale. I do a quick reflection on the past few months and the next season. Then I go on an embarrassingly long rant about "Star Trek: Into Darkness" and talk about a few other things. Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com
18:25
May 20, 2021
Dirtbag Christian
I'm a Dirtbag Christian baby. Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com The Dirtbag Christian Substack newsletter: https://dirtbagchristian.substack.com/
40:14
May 17, 2021
Quickie #3
In this "Quickie" I discuss my life the last few days, Sydney Watson's terrible attempt at transphobia and more. Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com
31:07
May 13, 2021
Quickie #2
In this "Quickie" I discuss my lack of sleep, food, and water. Then I rag on Caitlyn Jenner and the disaster that is her campaign for Governor of California. I end it with talking about wanting to blend into society as a woman, but not being able to and how it's affected me. Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com
18:50
May 10, 2021
Traitors, Racists, and Heretics
In this episode I discuss the latest news in the trans community such as Caitlyn Jenner throwing the trans community under the bus for her own power, and thenI discuss the recent alarming number of elected Republicans regurgitating slave-owner rhetoric to justify racism and slavery. I end the first segment talking about desires that aren't sinful but also that aren't good for me, and then my very heretical take on what you need to believe to get into Heaven and why it's not required to believe that Jesus is God to be Christian. I end the show with discussing subtitling musicals, my relationship with fiction books, how I decided upon my name, and a good news story! Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com
01:36:33
May 6, 2021
A Theology of Hate
In this episode I discuss some of the latest news in the trans community including trans women being visible in taking part of protests in Columbia and Florida changing it's anti-trans bill. Then I discuss whether you have free speech at your job or not, and whether social justice is anti-gospel or not. I end the show talking about pronouns and how it's still weird to be called the correct ones, and end with a good news story! Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com
01:15:32
May 3, 2021
A Spiritual Buffet
In this episode I talk about a variety of things, such as how cars are "anger boxes," not feeling emotion while worshipping God, not understanding communion, a new segment, and more! Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com
56:41
April 29, 2021
Keeping My Eyes On God
In this episode I discuss how i am attempting to keep my eyes on God, and my frustration with the church's worship of marriage. I end the show talking about a trans girl being in the next Pixar movie, Kung Fu Panda, and a good news story! Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message To buy Decolonizing Christianity: https://www.amazon.com/Decolonizing-Christianity-Becoming-Badass-Believers/dp/0802878474
01:00:42
April 26, 2021
Conversion Therapy For Straights?
In this episode I discuss my birthdays, the latest news in the LGBT community, including the worst defense of conversion therapy ever, a must read book, Disney/Pixar movies, and a good news story! Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message To buy "Men Who Hate Women" by Laura Bates: https://www.amazon.com/Men-Who-Hate-Women-Misogyny/dp/172823624X
01:04:42
April 22, 2021
Praying For Others to Suffer?
In this episode we discuss the news, RC Sproul Jr. wanting people to suffer for not being evangelicals anymore, Star Trek movies, and a good news story! Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message
01:02:41
April 19, 2021
Back In The Swing Of Things
In this episode I discuss my mental health collapse over the weekend and my job search. Then I discuss Texas wanting to criminalize supporting trans youth. Then I end the show with discussions on 101 Dalmatians, Kung Fu Panda, and a very good news story. Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message My review of 101 Dalmatians: https://boxd.it/1N0mBH
01:02:05
April 15, 2021
Quickie #1
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13:10
April 12, 2021
The Problem of Pride
In this episode I start off with news, discussing stories such as Arkansas banning healthcare for trans youth. Then I discuss pride, and how I struggle so much with it. Finally I end the show by talking about "Frozen 2" and with a good news story. Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message
01:05:34
April 8, 2021
COVID Changed Me
In this episode I start off discussing the latest news in the trans community such as Arkansas banning healthcare for trans youth. Then, I discuss how COVID has changed me and why I'm a hermit. I end the show discussing Star Trek: Insurrection and a good news story! Support my content via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support my content via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support my content via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support my content via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message My profile on Letterboxd https://boxd.it/1sC2Z
01:14:34
April 5, 2021
End of the Binary
In this episode I discuss the controversy around Lil Nas X and how ridiculous it is. I discuss how destructive it is to tell LGBT people they're going to hell for being LGBT. Then I discuss news in the LGBT community like Germany allowing trans and intersex police officers now. Then I discuss my biggest peeve with churches and end it all with a good news story! Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message My YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ The point of the gospel is liberation video: https://youtu.be/VGyJ9EEcI0k
01:03:09
April 1, 2021
Effects of Abuse
We got a lot to go over in this episode! I discuss a lot of news, such as Catholics shutting down a suicide hotline because it wanted to help LGBT people. Then I discuss the lingering effects of abuse I still experience such as feeling responsible for everyone else's well-being. Then I discuss my first impressions of NF's new mixtape and end with a Christian dad of a trans daughter voicing support for trans liberation in Missouri. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear  Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true  Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear  Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2  My YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ   My Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ My blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message
01:28:18
March 29, 2021
Experiencing Despair
In this episode I discuss despair and suicidal thoughts, and what I lie to myself about while experiencing such horrible feelings. Then I go on to discuss evangelicalism and how they see Jesus as a conqueror. Then I end with a good news story about a trans woman in a cis women's beauty pageant. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message My YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
25:21
March 25, 2021
Good News For Once?
First, I discuss how much of a stubborn fool I am andarjorie Taylor Greene's "transgender coalition of gender dysphoria" comments. Then I dig into the news, including Japan's move to allowing gay marriage. Then I discuss finally playing Pokemon for the first time, shopping for spring and summer clothing and good news out of Madagascar! Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message
41:12
March 22, 2021
Body Image Issues
In this episode I go over a few news stories, including the Polish backlash over the EU declaring itself a "LGBT Freedom Zone." Then, I get vulnerable and admit to something I have been struggling with lately. Then I end the show with talking about my favorite social media apps and some good news! Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message
46:04
March 18, 2021
So Much News
In this episode we talk a lot of news, including a LGBT Senior Bill of Rights in New Jersey, and then we discuss NF's new song "Lost" and end out with why I hate video game exclusives.  Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear  Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true  Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear  Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2  My YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ   My Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_ My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com Send me a voice message: https://anchor.fm/trans-ramblings/message
01:08:33
March 15, 2021
One Year On HRT
In this episode I discuss having transitioned for a whole year, fake LGBT support, and franchises I wish I could get into. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My blog: http://transramblings.weebly.com/ My email: annahudak98@zohomail.com
18:23
March 11, 2021
Deconstruction
In this episode we discuss the latest news in the LGBT community such as Newt Gingrich's incoherent anti-LGBT rant on Tucker Carlson's show and the APA condemning conversion therapy for trans people. Then we discuss deconstruction of the Christian faith, and why it happens so often these days. Finally we talk about the MCU and why I am so bored of it. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email is: annahudak98@zohomail.com My YouTube channel can be found at: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
01:00:34
March 8, 2021
Being Asexual and Aromantic
In this episode, I discuss being Asexual and Aromantic, and what my views on marriage and parenting have been because of it. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 Email me at: annahudak98@zohomail.com
22:05
March 4, 2021
Accountability
In this episode I discuss the House passing civil rights for the LGBT community, I destroy a clobber passage, discuss lack of accountability, talk about why I don't like Avatar: The Last Airbender, and why I'm hyped for the Halo TV show. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email is: annahudak98@zohomail.com My blog is: https://transramblings.weebly.com/ my YouTube is: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
35:12
March 1, 2021
Loving Your Enemies
In this episode we discuss news in the LGBT community, whether it's Mitt Romney believing that Christians should get to discriminate against LGBT people or Virginia's move to end LGBT panic "defense," and other stories. We also discuss loving our enemies and whether you can be hateful and Christian. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email is: annahudak98@zohomail.com
49:21
February 25, 2021
Ravi Zacharias & LGBT Elsa
In this episode we discuss why it's important to not put ministers on a pedestal, and why we shouldn't force people into marriage or force them to remain single. In the second half we discuss the trailer for Cruella, LGBT Elsa, and my quick thoughts on the announcements on Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword HD and Splatoon 3. Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear Support me via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true Support me via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear Support me via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email is: annahudak98@zohomail.com
24:36
February 22, 2021
Feeling Worthless
When discussing trans identities, there isn't a whole lot of understanding on either side, so I discuss how to do so. In addition I discuss feeling worthless and how Jesus was quite impressed by humility, but us humans are impressed by pride.  Support me via Cash App: $Nicklybear, also via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true, also via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear, also via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2 My email is: annahudak98@zohomail.com, and my blog can be found at: https://transramblings.weebly.com/, my YouTube channel is: https://youtube.com/channel/UCZ5uHUjqJUjSygYNd1MNyVQ
23:32
February 18, 2021
Episode 1: "Transing" the Children
In this pilot episode of the "Ramblings of a Transgender Christian Podcast," our host Anna discusses how QAnoners think they have discovered why gay and trans people exist, how rhetoric has real world consequences, and why you should watch Amazon's "Jack Ryan," and Disney's "Treasure Planet."  Support the podcast via Cash App: $Nicklybear, or via Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nicklybear?fan_landing=true, or via PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/nicklybear, or via Venmo: @Anna-Hudak-2  My email is: annahudak98@zohomail.com
26:16
February 15, 2021