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That That Don't Kill Me

That That Don't Kill Me

By That That Don't Kill Me

That That Don’t Kill Me is a series of non-inspirational, honest and casual conversations about health, illness and disability between two uncourageous young adults who were born #sick. Co-hosts Kendall Ciesemier and Jameson Rich mine their trauma to cover everything from dating when you can’t drink or hooking up when you have scars, to disclosing illness to co-workers, what it’s like to grow up in a hospital, and the day-to-day minutiae of navigating the healthcare system. They talk with writers, comedians, activists, and athletes about their experiences dealing with illness and disability.
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Big Umbrella Energy feat. Anthony Smith

That That Don't Kill MeDec 04, 2019

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Pfear of Missing Out
Mar 22, 202157:29
A Quite Possibly Wonderful Summer feat. James Hamblin
Mar 03, 202153:07
What We Talk About When We Talk About Illness
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Working Till We're Sick
Feb 17, 202152:00
Kiss Me Thru The Phone
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Shots Shots Shots
Feb 03, 202101:02:48
Happy Birthday, COVID
Jan 26, 202101:04:21
Quarantine Zone: Dispatch One feat. Woody Roseland

Quarantine Zone: Dispatch One feat. Woody Roseland

Kendall and Jamie patch in from their childhood bedrooms to touch base on the latest with COVID-19, and the experience of living through a global health crisis as chronically sick people. They also chat with Woody Roseland, a Denver-based filmmaker who believes he may have COVID, but can't get tested despite his risk as a cancer survivor. 


Read Kendall's op-ed in the New York Times, "Afraid of Coronavirus? I Know What That Fear Is Like": https://www.nytimes.com/2020/03/10/opinion/coronavirus-disability-fear.html?referringSource=articleShare



Mar 27, 202001:00:02
Coronavirus with Lime

Coronavirus with Lime

A TTDontKillMe Special Report: Kendall and Jamie emerge from hiatus to discuss the hot new plague sweeping the nation, how worried they are, and what you can do to help protect the immunocompromised. 

Mar 03, 202048:10
It's Been a Sick Year feat. Keah Brown

It's Been a Sick Year feat. Keah Brown

On the season one finale, Jamie and Kendall review their years and count down the top three worst health-related stories of 2019. Then, they speak with Keah Brown, author of the book The Pretty One: On Life, Pop Culture, Disability, and Other Reasons to Fall in Love with Me, about representation and disability in film and television.

Buy Keah's book! Follow her on Twitter and Instagram.

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Thanks so much for being our people. We hope to be yours!

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Jan 02, 202055:05
A Diary of Depression feat. Brittany Packnett

A Diary of Depression feat. Brittany Packnett

TRIGGER WARNING/CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains conversation about suicidal ideation. 

On this episode, Kendall and Jamie speak with activist, educator and writer, Brittany Packnett. Brittany shares her journey with depression and anxiety, how she's accessed good mental health care, her mental health advice to other activists and folks of color, and her self-care practices. 

Follow Brittany on Instagram and Twitter.

If you have thoughts of suicide, need help, or need someone to talk to, please call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1-800-273-8255 or text the Crisis Text Line by texting HOME to 741741.

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Want to get in touch with us? Email us at ttdontkillme@gmail.com or leave us a message at 862-201-4796. We might even play your message on a future show.

Like our show? Throw us a rating. That helps other people like you, find us!

Thanks so much for being our people. We hope to be yours!

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Dec 18, 201949:20
The Unbelievable Pain of Being a Woman feat. Lara Parker

The Unbelievable Pain of Being a Woman feat. Lara Parker

Lara Parker, Deputy Director for BuzzFeed.com, joins Kendall and Jamie to discuss her life with endometriosis, the ways women's pain is ignored by doctors, medical marijuana, and her forthcoming book, Vagina Problems.

Follow Lara on Instagram and Twitter.

Contact us!

Want to get in touch with us? Email us at ttdontkillme@gmail.com or leave us a message at 862-201-4796. We might even play your message on a future show.

Like our show? Throw us a rating. That helps other people like you, find us!

Thanks so much for being our people. We hope to be yours!

Follow Kendall and Jamie.

Dec 11, 201954:05
Big Umbrella Energy feat. Anthony Smith

Big Umbrella Energy feat. Anthony Smith

This week on That That Don't Kill Me, Kendall and Jamie sit down with Anthony Smith, VP at NationSwell, about his experience living with hemophilia. They also discuss the state of the disability rights movement, the political health insurance movement, and how the two might work in tandem.

Contact us!

Want to get in touch with us? Email us at ttdontkillme@gmail.com or leave us a message at 862-201-4796. We might even play your message on a future show.

Like our show? Throw us a rating. That helps other people like you, find us!

Thanks so much for being our people. We hope to be yours!

Follow Kendall and Jamie.

Dec 04, 201901:03:51
Buying Probiotics on Instagram, and Other Bad Wellness Ideas

Buying Probiotics on Instagram, and Other Bad Wellness Ideas

This week on That That Don't Kill Me, Kendall and Jamie critique the wellness industry and how it distorts the idea of health and wellbeing. We also hawk a bunch of wellness products that you should NOT buy. 

Amanda Mull's "I Gooped Myself" at The Atlantic https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2019/08/what-goop-really-sells-women/596773/

Contact us!

Want to get in touch with us? Email us at ttdontkillme@gmail.com or leave us a message at 862-201-4796. We might even play your message on a future show.

Like our show? Throw us a rating. That helps other people like you, find us!

Thanks so much for being our people. We hope to be yours!

Follow Kendall and Jamie.

Nov 26, 201901:05:10
The Dystopian World of Diabetes feat. Maris Kreizman

The Dystopian World of Diabetes feat. Maris Kreizman

This week on That That Don't Kill Me, Kendall and Jamie talk with Maris Kreizman, cultural critic, author of the bestselling Slaughterhouse 90210, and host of “The Maris Review” on LitHub, about her life with Type 1 Diabetes. They explore the insulin crisis, the politics of healthcare and the experience of growing up with an illness that doesn't have a cure. 

Resources:

Read Maris' NYT Op-Ed on the insulin crisis – “Why I Am Stockpiling Insulin In My Fridge” 

Maris mentions two books on the episode that she's enjoyed: Ann Patchett's The Dutch House and Barbara Ehrenreich's Bright-sided.

Contact us!

Want to get in touch with us? Email us at ttdontkillme@gmail.com or leave us a message at 862-201-4796. We might even play your message on a future show.

Like our show? Throw us a rating. That helps other people like you, find us!

Thanks so much for being our people. We hope to be yours!

Follow Kendall and Jamie



Nov 20, 201954:57
Live! From the Hospital

Live! From the Hospital

Kendall and Jamie are coming to you straight from Jamie's unexpected hospital stay, because they weren't going to not take advantage of the content opportunity. They discuss what led him to the hospital, how he's feeling about it, and the general calculations and concessions that come with being #sick. 

A few updates: We have an email address and a phone number and we'd love to hear from all of you! We have received so many messages from you all and it's been so fun to hear your stories. Want to get in touch with us? Email us at ttdontkillme@gmail.com or leave us a message at 862-201-4796. We might even play your message on a future show.  

Like our show? Throw us a rating. That helps other people like you, find us! 

Thanks so much for being our people. We hope to be yours!

Nov 12, 201937:30
Sick Kids Don't Date

Sick Kids Don't Date

Kendall and Jamie share way too much about their dating histories. All current or prospective partners of theirs are not advised to listen. Exes allowed on a case-by-case basis.

Nov 06, 201901:07:37
Drink Your Smoothie and Smile feat. Anne Boyer

Drink Your Smoothie and Smile feat. Anne Boyer

Anne Boyer, poet, essayist, and author of the new book "The Undying" (FSG/Macmillan), joins us to talk about the culture of positivity that pervades healthcare and how people treat the sick. 

Her New Yorker piece/excerpt from the book, "What Cancer Takes Away" https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2019/04/15/what-cancer-takes-away

Buy her book https://us.macmillan.com/books/9780374279349

Support the organization Breast Cancer Action https://www.bcaction.org


Oct 30, 201955:59
Gratuitous Disclosure

Gratuitous Disclosure

Kendall and Jamie introduce the show and discuss different forms of disclosure, including their own.
Oct 21, 201901:13:10